How are you today?

very well. Assalamu'alaikum wrwb... thanks ja fur ur visit, ;)
Today full energy for me... yeah, usualy prepare to iron,sweep and mop, clean every mirrors, desks, tables, check files as my tasks everyday... then cooking, clean the kitchen, eating,feeding my son, cooking again, eating again, hehe, etceteraetcetera... (including shopping...)
Ufff...puffed me. But i always smile do everything,why? coz suddenly Azzam give me big huge, and kiss me romanticly, he said, "I'll help u, ummi... I love u so much... my huge make ur not tired again...".Oh, subhanallah! Its so sweet...He always do that since 3 years ago, but now very different coz he really practise help me such as make neat his room, wash the plates, put his clothes in the cupboard, clean mirror,table, etc... Wow! Thanks to Allah forever, Alhamdulillah... children make beautiful colours in our life, ;)

Ayo Menghafal 99 Nama Sang Maha Indah...

Allah... Ar-Rahman,Ar-Rahim,Al-Malik,Al-Quddus,As-Salam,Al-Mu'min,Al-Muhaymin,Al-'Aziz,
Al-Jabbar,Al-Mutakabbir,Al-Khaliq,Al-Bari',Al-Musawwir,Al-Ghaffar,Al-Qahhar,Al-Wahhab,Ar-Razzaq,Al-Fattah,Al-'Alim,Al-Qabid,Al-Basit,Al-Khafid,Ar-Rafi',Al-Mu'iz, Al-Muthil,As-Sami',Al-Basir,Al-Hakam,Al-'Adl,Al-Latif,Al-Khabir,Al-Halim,Al-'Azim,
Al-Ghafur,Ash-Shakur,Al-'Aliyy,Al-Kabir,Al-Hafiz,Al-Muqit,Al-Hasib,Aj-Jalil,Al-Karim,Ar-Raqib,Al-Mujib,Al-Wasi',Al-Hakim,Al-Wadud,Al-Majid,Al-Ba'ith,Ash-Shahid,Al-Haqq,Al-Wakil,Al-Qawiyy,Al-Matin,Al-Waliyy,Al-Hamid,Al-Muhsi,Al-Mubdi',Al-Mu'id,Al-Muhyi,Al-Mumit,Al-Hayy,Al-Qayyum,Al-Wajid,Al-Majid,Al-Wahid,As-Samad,Al-Qadir,Al-Muqtadir,Al-Muqaddim,Al-Mu'akhkhir,Al-'Awwal,Al-'Akhir,Az-Zahir,Al-Batin,Al-Wali,Al-Muta'ali,Al-Barr,At-Tawwab,Al-Muntaqim,Al-'Afuww,Ar-Ra'uf,Malik Al-Mulk,Thul-Jalal wal-Ikram,Al-Muqsit,Aj-Jami',Al-Ghaniyy,Al-Mughni,Al-Mani',Ad-Darr,An-Nafi',An-Nur,Al-Hadi,Al-Badi',Al-Baqi,Al-Warith,Ar-Rashid,As-Sabur.
Don't forget Dzikrullah... :)

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Dialog Jiwa

Hijau kutatap dari balik jendela
Biru memayungi segala
Penat badan hingga kepala
Segenap tanya merasuk dalam jiwa

Duhai teman di seberang sana
Gundah pernah kita rasa
Jenuh pun rayapi asa
Kian keruh dalam duka

Duhai teman di seberang sana
Saat itu terngiang di telinga
Menembus pori hingga dada
Betapa kita tak mampu berdusta

Dia Sang Pengasih Sang Penyayang
Kasih sayangNya tak terbilang
Setitik resah bukan alasan
NikmatNya tak terhitungkan

Duhai teman di seberang sana
Nafas kita berhembus lega
Kalbu dan raga berpadu mesra
Akankah syukur kita tunda ?

KL, 11.25 am, 20feb2008.

Aliran Rezki dan Datangnya Musibah : Semuanya Nikmat

"Sungguh menakjubkan urusan seorang mukmin, semua urusannya baik baginya dan kebaikan itu tidak dimiliki kecuali oleh seorang mukmin. Apabila ia mendapat kesenangan ia bersyukur dan itulah yang terbaik untuknya. Dan apabila mendapat musibah ia bersabar dan itulah yang terbaik untuknya." (hadits shahih muslim no. 7500 hal. 1295).
Biasanya kita diajak untuk selalu bersyukur "saat aliran rezki" senantiasa deras dan lancar,dan harus bersabar "saat datangnya musibah yang melanda". Benar, syukur dan sabar adalah konsep hidup terbaik bagi seorang mukmin. Dan kunci yg paling penting, janganlah "dibeda2kan" antara rezki dan musibah itu. Kalau alam pikiran kita me-menej bahwa rezki itu sangaaaat asyik dinikmati, sedangkan musibah sangaaaat pantas ditangisi dan disesali, maka periksa kembali "lubang2" di hati, ;)

Misalkan Hari ini. Saat kita makan malam di resto yg high-class dgn bergairah mencicipi menu serba lezat, trus tiba2 ada telepon bahwa orangtua sakit, besoknya ada kabar jakarta kebanjiran dan rumah kita juga jadi korban, besoknya anak kita demam, malamnya bertengkar dengan pasangan, ke rumah sakit jalanan macet, pagi2 ke kantor telat, belum sempat bayar tagihan2, teman2 kantor lagi pada nyebelin, bos gak ada di tempat padahal butuh konsul yg sgt penting, ada arsip2 yg hilang, :( :( :(
apakah kita pikir semua hal yg gak enak tsb adalah musibah, dan sangat pantas untuk disesali dan ditangisi? yakinlah, kalau itu ada di benak kita, maka perasaan kita "melewatinya" akan amat sakit, dan berat hati. Dan rasa ikhlas akan ketetapanNya sukar diwujudkan. Tata dan tanamkan dalam perenungan kita bahwa setiap yg terjadi hari ini (rezeki yg melimpah dan musibah yg datang) adalah moment2 yg nikmat. Makan malam yg lezat, adalah nikmat. Berita ortu sakit adalah nikmat (coba pikir aja kalau gak ditelepon, eh, kita gak dikasih tau kalo ortu lagi sakit... tau2nya tambah parah, pasti lebih sedih khan? ). Kebanjiran adalah nikmat (pengalaman saya, :D waktu pernah kebanjiran, sedih banget sih kehilangan puluhan buku :( tapi jd rajin nge-pel, dan rumah makin rapi setelah itu, coz makin banyak yg dibetulin...). Anak demam adalah nikmat (kita makin tau khan jadinya gimana merawat buah hati di kala sakit, dan makin berpengalaman tentunya), dan beragam peristiwa lain "gak nyenengin" yg kita namakan "musibah, pasti semua itu nikmat. Kalau ternyata rasa nikmat itu tidak instant hadir setelah peristiwa, berhusnuzon-lah selalu, mungkin efek nikmatnya besok, lusa, bulan depan, tahun depan, 2 tahun lagi, bahkan saat "kehidupan alam akhirat". [-O<
Mari kita selalu berprasangka bik padaNYA, rezeki dan musibah adalah nikmat. Dengan menikmatinya, kita wujudkan keihlasan... :)

Sekilas support dari nurani :
"Jannah diselimuti dengan perkara-perkara yang dibenci sedangkan neraka diselimuti dengan perkara-perkara yang mengundang syahwat." (Hadits Shohih Muslim no. 7130 hal.1288).

Good luck all!

Let's Zikrullah...

Laa ilaha illAllahu wahdahu la sharika lahu, lahul Mulku, wa lahul Hamd, wa Huwa ala kulli shay'in Qadiir. SubhanAllahi, wal-Hamdulillahi wa la ilaaha illAllahu, wa Allahu Akbar, wa la Hawla wa la Quwwata illa Billahil'aliyyil 'adhiim, Rabbighfirli...

"There is none worthy of worship but Allah Alone, Who has no partner. His is the dominion and to Him belongs all Praise, and He is able to do all things. Glory be unto Allah. Praise be to Allah. There is none worthy of worship but Allah. Allah is theGreatest. There is no Might and Power except by Allah's leave, the Exalted, the Mighty. My Lord, Forgive me please..."

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(KL.14-07)

I am Proud of Islam - I am Proud as a moslem

"... This day have those who reject faith given up all hope of your religion : yet fear them not but fear Me. This day have I perfected your religion for you, completed My favour upon you, and I have chosen for you Islam as you religion." (Qur'an 5:4)

"If anyone desires a religion other than Islam (submission to God), never will it be accepted of him..." (Al-Qur'an 3:85)

I am Proud as a moslem because :
1. I'm sure that Allah always help me, beside me, and give everything I need, He gives all the best, this is facts!
2. Rasulullah Muhammad (SAW) has given a message that Al-Qur'an and Assunnah already complete as my neccessary in my life,
3. I'm confidence, :) pray make me always wash my face, so that I always clean, more beautiful, shinning every day, and improve my spirit to get successfull,
4. I'm very happy in relationship, brother and sisterhood,
5. We are one, no differences between richman and poorman, between whiteskin and darkskin, between smallguy and bigguy, between you and me,etc, only Allah who knows everything we do, Allah gives the best marks...
6. Life is struggle, life in this world is only temporary, the true life is the next time afterhere,:)
7. Really glad together in Mekkah Al Mukarromah when you see the unity of Moslem, do hajji or umroh, Subhanallah!
8. Hijab make me secure, makes you secure, improve your quality, and show your best identity, You are Moslem! I am moslem... Proud of being moslem, forever...
( continue by your self, :) )

Islam is true call, Islam is true life, :)
Allahu Robbi, please forgive all the bad things that i’ve and all muslims ever done wherether we realize or not..please spread the light to all Muhammad Ummah..
Amiiin...

(03.01am,KL,feb8,2008,pic doc.myfriend)

Build Your Self Confidence

StepsRecognize your insecurities. What does that voice in the back of your mind say? What makes you ashamed of yourself? This could be anything from acne, to regrets, to emotional abuse (past or present) from a loved one or friends at school. Whatever is making you feel unworthy, ashamed, or inferior, identify it, give it a name, and write it down.
Talk about it with friends and loved ones. Wear it on your sleeve. Each day chip away at it; wear it down. There's no quick fix. Get to the root of the problem; focus on it and understand that you need to resolve each issue before you can move on.
Remember that no one is perfect. Even the most confident people have insecurities. At some point in any of our lives, we may feel we lack something. That is reality. Learn that life is full of bumps down the road.
Identify your successes. Everyone is good at something, so discover the things at which you excel, then focus on your talents. Give yourself permission to take pride in them. Give yourself credit for your successes. Inferiority is a state of mind in which you've declared yourself a victim. Do not allow yourself to be victimized.
Be thankful for what you have. A lot of the times, at the root of insecurity and lack of confidence is a feeling of not having enough of something, whether it's emotional validation, good luck, money, etc. By acknowledging and appreciating what you do have, you can combat the feeling of being incomplete and unsatisfied. Finding that inner peace will do wonders for your confidence.
Be Positive, even if you don't feel positive. Avoid self-pity, or the pity and sympathy of others. Never allow others to make you feel inferior--they can only do so if you let them. If you continue to loathe and belittle yourself, others are going to do and believe likewise. Instead, speak positively about yourself, about your future, and about your progress. Do not be afraid to project your strengths and qualities to others. By doing so, you reinforce those ideas in your mind and encourage your growth in a positive direction.
Look in the mirror and smile. Studies surrounding what's called the "facial feedback theory" suggest that the expressions on your face can actually encourage your brain to register certain emotions. So by looking in the mirror and smiling every day, you might feel happier with yourself and more confident in the long run.

I am gorgeous, huh?Fake it. Along the same lines of smiling to make yourself feel happy, acting confident might actually make you believe it. Pretend you're a completely confident version of you; go through the motions and see how you feel.
Express yourself, whether it's through art, music, writing, etc. Find something you enjoy. Everyone is born with talents and strengths. You can develop and excel in yours. If it's difficult to name two or three things you have some ability in or just plain love to do, think about things others do that you would like to do too and take some lessons or join an enthusiasts club. When you're following your passion, not only will it have a therapeutic effect, but you'll feel unique and accomplished, all of which can help build your self confidence. Plus, adding a variety of interests to your life will not only make you more confident, but it will increase your chances of meeting compatible friends!
Stick to your principles. It might be tough, but if you don't have something you can believe in, you don't have anything. No matter what's happened in your life, you can always lay claim to the fact that from this day forward, you've followed your principles to the best of your ability.
Help others. When you know you're kind to the people around you, and are making a positive difference in other people's lives (even if it's just being kinder to the person who serves you coffee in the morning) you'll know that you are a positive force in the world--which will boost your self confidence. Go volunteer twice a month at an elementary school. Bake something for your neighbor for no reason. Confidence that you have earned is the most long-lasting.
TipsExercise and eat healthy. Exercise raises endorphines and makes one feel happier and healthier. It is certainly an easy and effective way to boost your self-confidence.
When you're feeling superbly insecure, write down a list of things that are good about you. Then read the list back. You'd be surprised at what you can come up with.
Turn feelings of envy or jealousy into a desire to achieve. Stop wanting what others have just because they have it; seek things simply because you want them, whether anybody else has them or not.
Don't be afraid to push yourself a bit - a little bit of pressure can actually show just how good you are!
Take a wilderness experience course such as those found at Outward Bound or NOLS. Learning how to survive in the wilderness will build your confidence in other areas of life too. You can also try taking a martial arts or fitness class/course (or both). This will help build confidence and strength.
Try to make yourself talk positively at all times. When you hear yourself saying you can't do something, stop and say you can. Unless you try, you will never know whether you are able to or not.
Everyone is beautiful in their own way, don't let anyone tell you differently, and remember to tell yourself that you are beautiful everyday, even if you don't believe it, one day you will.
Money, luck, beauty, and all other material things are just an illusion of happiness. It misleads us to believe we will feel excellent if we have these things or have fun, but in the long run, you will discover that while these things aren't to say horrible, but only mere satisfactions. You will realize having the American Eagle jacket, Nike Shoes, or an attractively rich person flirting with you is only a satisfaction, so you in the end you might feel glad you've gotten what you wanted, but you'll want more and more until you reach happiness. It'll be you just running for happiness blindly until you are worn out.
Trust me, happiness is not all about being lucky, attractive, or the best but feeling joyful in yourself, letting go of your insecurities, and having real fun. Sometimes going clubbing is also what the media tags as being the most fun thing, and it can be, but you decide what feels wonderful and happily fun. The reason people also reflect back to their childhood as "the good ole days" is because that's when being the richest or prettiest doesn't count really, and when we were able to release ourselves and have true fun, feeling happy and confident.
It depends on your childhood though. Perhaps yours was abusive or you were in an environment that was evolved around fortune, so remembering your childhood isn't pleasantly nor happily nor confidently remembered. If that's the case, don't look back to it if awakens horrid memories, then simply move on and seek happiness elsewhere in this present and the future.
WarningsDon't get wrapped up in your mistakes and dwell on bad points; they can contrast your good points or even give you something to improve. There's no feeling like being good at something you were really bad at.
Don't confuse what you have with who you are. People degrade their self worth when comparing possessions.
Surround yourself with nurturing friends, not overly critical individuals who make you feel inadequate or insecure. This could do great harm and damage to your self confidence.
Do not try to become confident in the interest of finding a partner. You will regret creating a false personality as the relationship goes along.
It's good to have a lot of confidence, but don't build it up so much that you get egotistical and annoying. (mix newspapers&professional people)